Even drunk, still fat. Why can't I get rid of it. This is why I'm not an alcoholic. If alcohol got rid of my body image issues, I 100% believe that id be addicted to it. But since It doesn't, I only drink socially.. even when I can barely see to walk, I still look in the mirror and think I'm fat. I still suck in my stomach. No matter how much alcohol I have in me I still think I'm gross. The only thing that is different from when I'm drunk and sober is that ed is less loud and I'm able to eat whatever I want. But no matter how much alcohol I have in me, I still think im huge and disgusting. I still can't get away from it. Ugh. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. I wish for one second, I would be able to think I'm beautiful instead of a gross worthless fuckup. Anyways, I'm drunk right now.. and at a bar. But I went to the bathroom and did my usual routine of looking all of my flaws so I thought I would blog about it. Anywayssss, I'm drunk and I wanna stay that way, so imma get off here now... Here's some pictures....
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